Not a day goes by
Where I don't cry
I give it all I got
But it's still not
Good enough for you
You were close
And 30 miles away
Now you're next to me
And seem 30 miles away
30 miles away
We've been through this before
I don't want to hear it anymore
I love you with all my heart
So why do we keep falling apart?
I'm sorry I'm not always there
That I don't show I care
I live for the days I see you
Where things are good as new.
I try to do as you ask
But some things are such a task
I try to be better for you
Yet things don't turn out like I want them too.
You leave me stranded
Lost, Forgotten, and Abandoned
I'm
Say you words with meaning
Say them with feeling
Take a stroll
Take time the to grow
But don't take to long
Because there's an end to every song
So live your life
Even through all of the strife
Make sure it's your own
Or you'll be alone
Find someone who makes you happy
That is funny and sappy
Someone who makes you smile
Who makes everything worth while
Take your risks
Remember the clock always ticks
Everyday, always have a hand to lend
Because you never know what day will be your end
Make ever moment last
Live life on slow fast.
My muse where have you gone?
It's been far to long.
No more words are sweetly whispered at night.
Nothing sounds right.
Where are the words you once said?
Those words you sent through my head.
I miss those meanings.
I've forgotten those feelings.
My writer where have you fled?
Who is here to help my words blend?
You've left me alone.
With your words unknown.
Come to me, my thinker.
My words you have yet to tinker.
It is you I hold above.
Where have you gone my love?
I am the shell of what was,
What could have been.
The shell that was forgotten,
And eaten from within.
The shell slowly wearing away,
By the crashing waves,
Which beat on me day by day.
I am the shell that's been hollowed out,
By the predator,
And I have no doubt,
That I am their pray.
So the waves keep crashing down,
And there I will stay,
Till they sweep me off into the deep darkness.
I'm on the ledge,
There is only peace beyond this edge.
With a blissful drop.
It won't be my mangled body they will mop,
But the essence of my soul.
And I know I won't be able to pay the toll,
When I reach His closed gates.
But He knew this would be my fate,
As He went and took my love away.
In His choice, I had no say.
I can't believe that he didn't care,
When I need him he wasn't there.
Yet, I still believe.
Though, this life I had to leave.
And I know I will be forgotten,
Once I'm six feet under, and rotten.
In the darkness
I hear whispers
They call to me
Begging to be free
I stop and listen
And hear a drumming
It's oddly familiar
Like the face of a stranger
From a dream long forgotten
And it continues to beat
Then with a realization
That it's my own heart
It's began to race
As I ran with it
Going faster and faster
Till I heard the silent screams
The whispers were back
And speaking my name
Their voices a silent seduction
Bringing me back
Back into the darkness
It's like listening to silences' sound
My body's gone ridge and I've fallen down
It's been to long, I've become weak
Because of everything that I seek
I'm left forgotten and hollow
With only the dryness of my life to swallow
It's sad that I can't change
The many things I'd love to rearrange
And I somehow doubt I'll ever be the same
Because I only have myself to blame
All these lies leave me empty still
With holes that only you can fill
They lead me to nowhere
Alone, and without care
So the only thing left to do
Is to hide within myself, thoughts of you
Watch us crumble,
Fall through the cracks
Broken promises .
Just leave me like that.
Couldn't see the true feeling,
Only heard the meaning.
Don't walk away,
Please stay.
Stop thinking,
Start feeling.
To scared to leave this box,
To afraid to feel a different way.
Couldn't see the true meaning,
Only heard the feeling.
Don't walk away,
Please stay.
Watch us drift apart,
Break each others heart.
Hope that our paths meet,
Fate would be ever so sweet.
Why do you love me so much?
Why do I just die at your touch?
Compassionate, considerate, and sweet.
You make me feel complete.
It is I who doesn't deserve you.
Though you say I do.
Why do you care so much about me?
I'm not as good as you seem to see.
You tell me I'm beautiful, body and soul,
That I make you whole.
How did I get someone so great?
You have to be my soul mate.
I love you with all my heart.
And I'm broken when we're apart.
I'm not sorry, it's to low.
The right word is what I don't know.
And you forgive me all the same.
But myself I will still blame.
I love you more then words can say.
And it grows more everyda
Oh little brother how I love you dear
Though you tend to scream in my ear.
I love to watch how much you grow.
I remember the first time you played in the snow.
Next you'll be starting pre-school.
Soon you'll have a girlfriend and breaking every rule.
I watch you when mom and dad are away.
I love to watch your favorite movie and play the silly games we play.
And when you go to bed and tell me goodnight
I love to read you a story and hug you tight.
Although you can annoy the heck out of me.
But I love you more everyday I hope you can see.
If you ask me 'Sum your self up, please.'
I'll look at you and say 'But don't already you see?'
I am who you want me to be,
What more do you want from me?
Do you want me to say I am pessimistic?
That I can cry myself to sleep?
Or that I can give the best of advice,
But, yet, I myself don't listen, and pay the price.
Maybe you want me to say:
'Well, I'm happy…almost every day'
Will you even listen if I told you, my fears
And why I have cried these tears?
If I told something different from what you see,
Would you even believe me?
I'm happy and I'm sad,
I smile and I cry.
I can be angry and calm.
Hell, I like shinny, random t
Don't Leave
Words are misleading,
People always concealing.
Thoughts not said,
Hearts left to mend.
Just walk away,
Nothing to say,
Hang up the phone,
Just leave me alone.
Can't get away from the stress,
Life is such a mess.
Don't help me.
Just leave me be.
(Come save me!)
Just walk away (Not now),
Nothing to say,
Hang up the phone,
(But don't) Leave me alone.
Please no more,
My heart is to sore.
Just let me go.
You hate me now, I know.
Just walk away (Not now),
Nothing to say,
Hang up the phone,
(But don't) Leave me alone.
Please no more,
My heart is to sore.
(Please, don't) let me go.
I love you so…
Just walk
(Pre Chorus)
Give me something to live for
For there is nothing,
Nothing
Without you
( chorus)
All this hurt that's inside
Is not so easy to hide
All the pain I have dealt with
Is not easily put aside
But I won't give up this quickly
Not without a fight
I won't give in the easily
Not without you by my side.
(chorus)
All the scars deal with
I shamed to say
I can't deal with them
Any more
(Chorus)
Give me something to look for
For I have nothing
Nothing
Without you
I am weak
Don't you see
The pain I
Try to hide?
(Chorus changed)
All this hurt that's inside
I can not hide
All the pain I have dealt with
I've practiced what I'd say.
Every word was placed just right.
There could be no way out.
No loopholes,
No twisting of words.
Only realization,
That what you do is wrong.
Cheating, deceiving,
Slicing, scaring.
Drinking, inhaling.
What good comes of it?
To obsessed,
With our own shit,
To blind to see,
That it happens to everybody.
Won't listen.
Doesn't care.
Thinks life's to hard,
To unfair.
But that it's all bullshit.
Life is just.
So live with it.
Stop complaining.
Move the hell on,
And only then,
Will you be fine.
Lets leave this place,
And never look back.
We can fly on the wings of fate.
Come on lets go pack.
Take my hand,
I'll lead us to our dreamland.
We'll just rot away if we stay
To never go on.
To Fade.
We have to runaway from this hell.
No, we can not stay.
Lets leave when day turns black.
Don't be afraid, My love.
Just take my hand,
And we'll leave here tonight.
We can't tell anyone.
They won't ever find us.
As we'll be gone before tomorrows dawn.
We can fly so far away
So we can be alone together
Free.
Banging on this one way glass.
Can't escape.
Won't be free.
Dieing to be on the outside.
I see them,
But them not me.
Shaking with hatred because of them.
All I do is try and help,
But they don't care much.
Its affects me,
As much as it does you.
Now constricting me,
This feeling.
Gasping for air.
Both fists pounding.
Won't break through
You are hurting me too.
But they don't see
What they do to me.
Banging on this one way glass.
Black around her eye tips
Lips stained red as the blood flows and drips
Oh her once beautiful wrists
Hands now clenched tight in those fists
The pain is just to unreal
She has no other choice in how she wants to feel
This she thinks this she can control
But she can't stop now she's on a role
A pale face hidden amongst the black.
Oh no, now she's gone far to look back
Run down her face are streams of clear
Well does she know them as her time draws near
Falling down, down, down
She'll be dead once she's foun'
There once was beauty amongst this gore
Splatters her blood on the reddened floor
With her last dying breath she carved
Is this Kayla as in short blonde girl that didnt let me sleep the whole first semester in bio? or did I just make a stupid guess and make myself look like an ass?